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  "This is your baby sister, Christian. Her name is Mia."

  Mommy lets me hold her. She is very small. With black, black hair.

  She smiles. She has no teeth. I stick out my tongue. She has a bubbly laugh.

  Mommy lets me hold the baby again. Her name is Mia.

  I make her laugh. I hold her and hold her. She is safe when I hold her.

  Elliot is not interested in Mia. She dribbles and cries.

  And he wrinkles his nose when she does a poop.

  When Mia is crying Elliot ignores her. I hold her and hold her and she stops.

  She falls asleep in my arms.

  "Mee a," I whisper.

  "What did you say?" Mommy asks, and her face is white like chalk.

  "Mee a."

  "Yes. Yes. Darling boy. Mia. Her name is Mia."

  And Mommy starts to cry with happy, happy tears.

  I TURN INTO THE driveway, pull up outside Mom and Dad's front door, unload Mia's luggage, and carry it into the hall.

  "Where is everyone?" Mia is in full pout. The only person around is my parents' housekeeper--she's an exchange student, and I can't remember her name. "Welcome home," she says to Mia in her stilted English, though she's looking at me with big cow eyes.

  Oh, God. It's just a pretty face, sweetheart.

  Ignoring the housekeeper, I address Mia's question. "I think Mom is on call and Dad is at a conference. You did come home a week early."

  "I couldn't stand Floubert another minute. I had to get out while I could. Oh, I bought you a present." She grabs one of her cases, opens it up in the hallway, and starts rummaging through it. "Ah!" She hands me a heavy square box. "Open it," she urges, beaming at me. She is an unstoppable force.

  Warily I open the box, and inside I find a snow globe containing a black grand piano covered in glitter. It's the kitschiest thing I've ever seen.

  "It's a music box. Here--" She takes it from me, gives it a good shake, and winds a small key on the bottom. A twinkly version of "La Marseillaise" starts to play in a cloud of colored glitter.

  What am I going to do with this? I laugh, because it's so Mia. "That's great, Mia. Thank you." I give her a hug and she hugs me back.

  "I knew it would make you laugh."

  She's right. She knows me well.

  "So tell me about this girl," she says. But we're both distracted as Grace hurries through the door, allowing me a reprieve as mother and daughter embrace. "I'm so sorry I wasn't there to meet you, darling," Grace says. "I've been on call. You look so grown up. Christian, can you take Mia's bags upstairs? Gretchen will give you a hand."

  Really? I'm a porter now?

  "Yes, Mom." I roll my eyes. I don't need Gretchen mooning over me.

  Once that's done, I tell them that I have an appointment with my trainer. "I'll be back this evening." Quickly kissing them both, I leave before I'm pestered with more questions about Ana.

  BASTILLE, MY TRAINER, WORKS me hard. Today we're kickboxing at his gym.

  "You've gone soft in Portland, boy." He sneers after I'm toppled onto the mat from his roundhouse kick. Bastille is from the hard-knocks school of physical training, which suits me fine.

  I scramble to my feet. I want to take him down. But he's right--he's all over my shit today, and I get nowhere.

  When we finish he asks, "What gives? You're distracted, man."

  "Life. You know," I answer with an air of indifference.

  "Sure. You're back in Seattle this week?"

  "Yeah."

  "Good. We'll straighten you out."

  AS I JOG BACK to the apartment I remember the housewarming present for Ana. I text Elliot.

  What's Ana and Kate's address?

  I want to surprise them with a present.

  He texts me back an address and I forward it to Andrea. As I'm riding in the elevator up to the penthouse, Andrea texts me back.

  Champagne and balloon sent. A.

  Taylor hands me a package when I arrive back at the apartment. "This came for you, Mr. Grey."

  Oh yes. I recognize the anonymous wrapping: it's the riding crop.

  "Thanks."

  "Mrs. Jones said she'd be back tomorrow, late afternoon."

  "Okay. I think that's all for today, Taylor."

  "Very good, sir," he says with a polite smile, and returns to his office. Taking the crop, I stroll into my bedroom. This will be the perfect introduction to my world: by her own admission Ana has no sphere of reference with regard to corporal punishment, except the spanking I gave her that night. And that turned her on. With the crop, I'll have to take it slow and make it pleasurable.

  Really pleasurable. The riding crop is perfect. I'll prove to her that the fear is in her head. Once she gets comfortable with this, we can move on.

  I hope we can move on ...

  We'll take it slow. And we'll only do what she can handle. If this is going to work we're going to have to go at her pace. Not mine.

  I take one more look at the crop and put it in my closet for tomorrow.

  AS I FLIP OPEN my laptop to start work my phone rings. I hope it's Ana, but it's disappointingly Elena.

  Was I supposed to call her?

  "Hello, Christian. How are you?"

  "Good, thanks."

  "You're back from Portland?"

  "Yes."

  "Fancy dinner tonight?"

  "Not tonight. Mia's just in from Paris and I've been ordered home."

  "Ah. By Mama Grey. How is she?"

  "Mama Grey? She's good. I think. Why? What do you know that I don't?"

  "I was just asking, Christian. Don't be so touchy."

  "I'll call you next week. Maybe we can do dinner then."

  "Good. You've been off the radar for a while. And I've met a woman who I think might meet your needs."

  So have I.

  I ignore her comment. "I'll see you next week. Good-bye."

  As I shower I wonder if having to chase Ana has made her more interesting...or is it Ana herself?

  DINNER HAS BEEN FUN. My sister is back, the princess she's always been, the rest of the family merely her minions, wrapped around her little finger. With all her children home, Grace is in her element; she's cooked Mia's favorite meal--buttermilk fried chicken with mashed potatoes and gravy.

  I have to say, it's one of my favorites, too.

  "Tell me about Anastasia," Mia demands as we sit around the kitchen table. Elliot leans back in his chair and rests his hands behind his head.

  "This I have to hear. You know she popped his cherry?"

  "Elliot!" Grace scolds, and swats him with a dish towel.

  "Ow!" He fends her off.

  I roll my eyes at all of them. "I met a girl." I shrug. "End of story."

  "You can't just say that!" Mia objects, pouting.

  "Mia, I think he can. And he just did." Carrick gives her a reproving paternal stare over his glasses.

  "You'll all meet her at dinner tomorrow, won't we, Christian?" Grace says with a pointed smile.

  Oh, fuck.

  "Kate's coming," Elliot goads.

  Fucking stirrer. I glare at him.

  "I can't wait to meet her. She sounds awesome!" Mia bounces up and down in her chair.

  "Yeah, yeah," I mumble, wondering if there's any way I can wriggle out of dinner tomorrow.

  "Elena was asking after you, darling," Grace says.

  "She was?" I affect an uninterested air, developed over years of practice.

  "Yes. She says she hasn't seen you in a while."

  "I've been in Portland on business. Speaking of which, I should get going--I have an important call tomorrow and I need to prepare."

  "But you've not had dessert. And it's apple cobbler."

  Hmm...tempting. But if I stay they'll quiz me about Ana. "I have to go. I have work to do."

  "Darling, you work too hard," Grace says, as she starts from her chair.

  "Don't get up, Mom. I'm sure Elliot will help with the dishes after dinner."

  "What?" Ellio
t scowls. I wink at him, say my good-byes, and turn to leave.

  "But we'll see you tomorrow?" Grace asks, too much hope in her voice.

  "We'll see."

  Shit. It looks like Anastasia Steele is going to meet my family.

  I don't know how I feel about this.

  SUNDAY, MAY 29, 2011

  * * *

  With the Rolling Stones' "Shake Your Hips" blasting in my ears, I sprint down Fourth Avenue and turn right on Vine. It's 6:45 in the morning, and it's downhill all the way...to her apartment. I'm drawn; I just want to see where she lives.

  It's between control freak and stalker.

  I chuckle to myself. I'm just running. It's a free country.

  The apartment block is a nondescript redbrick, with dark green painted window frames typical of the area. It's in a good location near the intersection of Vine Street and Western. I imagine Ana curled up in her bed under her comforter and her cream-and-blue quilt.

  I run several blocks and turn down into the market; the vendors are setting up for business. I dodge between the fruit and vegetable trucks and the refrigerated vans delivering the catch of the day. This is the heart of the city--vibrant, even this early on a gray, cool morning. The water on the Sound is a glassy leaden color, matching the sky. But it does nothing to dampen my spirits.

  Today's the day.

  AFTER MY SHOWER I don jeans and a linen shirt, and from my chest of drawers I take out a hair tie. I slip it into my pocket and head into my study to e-mail Ana.

  * * *

  From: Christian Grey

  Subject: My Life in Numbers

  Date: May 29 2011 08:04

  To: Anastasia Steele

  If you drive you'll need this access code for the underground garage at Escala: 146963.

  Park in bay five--it's one of mine.

  Code for the elevator: 1880.

  Christian Grey

  CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings, Inc.

  A moment or two later, there's a response.

  * * *

  From: Anastasia Steele

  Subject: An Excellent Vintage

  Date: May 29 2011 08:08

  To: Christian Grey

  Yes, Sir. Understood.

  Thank you for the champagne and the blow-up Charlie Tango, which is now tied to my bed.

  Ana

  An image of Ana tethered to her bed with my tie comes to mind. I shift in my chair. I hope she's brought that bed to Seattle.

  * * *

  From: Christian Grey

  Subject: Envy

  Date: May 29 2011 08:11

  To: Anastasia Steele

  You're welcome.

  Don't be late.

  Lucky Charlie Tango.

  Christian Grey

  CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings, Inc.

  She doesn't respond, so I hunt through the refrigerator for some breakfast. Gail has left me some croissants and, for lunch, a Caesar salad with chicken, enough for two. I hope Ana will eat this; I don't mind having it two days in a row.

  Taylor appears while I'm eating my breakfast.

  "Good morning, Mr. Grey. Here are the Sunday papers."

  "Thanks. Anastasia is coming over at one today, and a Dr. Greene at one thirty."

  "Very good, sir. Anything else on the agenda today?"

  "Yes. Ana and I will be going to my parents' for dinner this evening."

  Taylor cocks his head, looking momentarily surprised, but he remembers himself and leaves the room. I return to my croissant and apricot jam.

  Yeah. I'm taking her to meet my parents. What's the big deal?

  I CAN'T SETTLE. I'M restless. It's 12:15 p.m. Time is crawling today. I give up on work and, grabbing the Sunday papers, wander back into the living room, where I switch on some music and read.

  To my surprise there's a photograph of Ana and me on the local news page, taken at the graduation ceremony at WSU. She looks lovely, if a little startled.

  I hear the double doors open, and there she is...Her hair is loose, a little wild and sexy, and she's wearing that purple dress she wore to dinner at The Heathman. She looks gorgeous.

  Bravo, Miss Steele.

  "Hmm, that dress." My voice is full of admiration as I saunter toward her. "Welcome back, Miss Steele," I whisper, and, holding her chin, I give her a tender kiss on the lips.

  "Hi," she says, her cheeks a little rosy.

  "You're on time. I like punctual. Come." Taking her hand, I lead her to the sofa. "I wanted to show you something." We both sit, and I pass her The Seattle Times. The photograph makes her laugh. Not quite the reaction I was expecting.

  "So I'm your 'friend' now," she teases.

  "So it would appear. And it's in the newspaper, so it must be true."

  I'm calmer now that she's here--probably because she's here. She hasn't run. I tuck her soft, silky hair behind her ear; my fingers are itching to braid it.

  "So, Anastasia, you have a much better idea of what I'm about since you were last here."

  "Yes." Her gaze is intense...knowing.

  "And yet you've returned."

  She nods, giving me a coy smile.

  I can't believe my luck.

  I knew you were a freak, Ana.

  "Have you eaten?"

  "No."

  Not at all? Okay. We'll have to fix this. I drag my hand through my hair, and in as even a tone as I can manage I ask, "Are you hungry?"

  "Not for food," she teases.

  Whoa. She might as well be addressing my groin.

  Leaning forward, I press my lips to her ear and catch her intoxicating scent. "You are as eager as ever, Miss Steele--and just to let you in on a little secret, so am I. But Dr. Greene is due here shortly."

  I lean against the sofa. "I wish you'd eat." It's a plea.

  "What can you tell me about Dr. Greene?" She deftly changes the subject.

  "She's the best ob-gyn in Seattle. What more can I say?"

  That's what my doctor told my PA, anyway.

  "I thought I was seeing your doctor? And don't tell me you're really a woman, because I won't believe you."

  I suppress my snort. "I think it's more appropriate that you see a specialist. Don't you?"

  She gives me a quizzical look, but she nods.

  One more topic to tackle. "Anastasia, my mother would like you to come to dinner this evening. I believe Elliot is asking Kate, too. I don't know how you feel about that. It will be odd for me to introduce you to my family."

  She takes a second to process the information, then tosses her hair over her shoulder in that way she does before a fight. But she looks hurt, not argumentative. "Are you ashamed of me?" She sounds choked.

  Oh, for heaven's sake. "Of course not." Of all the ridiculous things to say! I glare at her, aggrieved. How could she think that about herself?

  "Why is it odd?" she asks.

  "Because I've never done it before." I sound irritable.

  "Why are you allowed to roll your eyes, and I'm not?"

  "I wasn't aware that I was." She's calling me out. Again.

  "Neither am I, usually," she snaps.

  Shit. Are we arguing?

  Taylor clears his throat. "Dr. Greene is here, sir," he says.

  "Show her up to Miss Steele's room."

  Ana turns and looks at me and I hold out my hand to her.

  "You're not going to come as well, are you?" She's horrified and amused at once.

  I laugh, and my body stirs. "I'd pay very good money to watch, believe me, Anastasia, but I don't think the good doctor would approve." She places her hand in mine, and I pull her up into my arms and kiss her. Her mouth is soft and warm and inviting; my hands glide into her hair and I deepen the kiss. When I pull away, she looks dazed. I press my forehead to hers. "I'm so glad you're here. I can't wait to get you naked." I can't believe how much I missed you. "Come on. I want to meet Dr. Greene, too."

  "You don't know her?"

  "No."

  I take Ana's hand and we head upstairs, to what will
be her bedroom.

  Dr. Greene has one of those myopic stares; it's penetrating and that makes me a tad uncomfortable. "Mr. Grey," she says, shaking my outstretched hand with a firm, no-nonsense grip.

  "Thank you for coming on such short notice." I flash her my most benign smile.

  "Thank you for making it worth my while, Mr. Grey. Miss Steele," she says politely to Ana, and I know she's sizing up our relationship. I'm sure that she thinks I should be twiddling a mustache like a silent-movie villain. She turns and gives me a pointed "leave now" kind of look.

  Okay.

  "I'll be downstairs," I acquiesce. Though I would like to watch. I'm sure the good doctor's reaction would be priceless if I made that request. I smirk at the thought and head downstairs to the living room.

  Now that Ana's no longer with me, I'm restless again. As a distraction I set the counter with two placemats. It's the second time I've done this, and the first time was for Ana, too.

  You're going soft, Grey.

  I select a Chablis to have with lunch--one of the few chardonnays I like--and when I'm done I take a seat on the sofa and browse through the sports section of the paper. Turning up the volume via the remote for my iPod, I hope the music will help me focus on stats from last night's Mariners win against the Yankees, rather than what's happening upstairs between Ana and Dr. Greene.

  Eventually their footsteps echo in the corridor, and I look up as they enter. "Are you done?" I ask, and hit the remote for the iPod, to quiet the aria.

  "Yes, Mr. Grey. Look after her; she's a beautiful, bright young woman."

  What has Ana told her?

  "I fully intend to," I say, with a quick what-the-fuck glance at Ana.

  She bats her lashes, clueless. Good. It's nothing she's said, then.

  "I'll send you my bill," says Dr. Greene. "Good day, and good luck to you, Ana." The edges of her eyes crinkle with a warm smile as we shake hands.

  Taylor escorts her toward the elevator and wisely closes the double doors to the foyer.

  "How was that?" I ask, a little bemused by Dr. Greene's words.

  "Fine, thank you," Ana answers. "She said that I had to abstain from all sexual activity for the next four weeks."

  What the hell? I gape at her in shock.

  Ana's earnest expression dissolves into one of taunting triumph. "Gotcha!"

  Well played, Miss Steele.

  My eyes narrow and her grin vanishes.

  "Gotcha!" I can't help my smirk. Reaching around her waist, I pull her against me, my body hungering for her. "You are incorrigible, Miss Steele." I weave my hands through her hair and kiss her hard, wondering if I should fuck her over the kitchen counter as a lesson.